before i met finnie i never knew that “wanting to make someone happy by singing all star to them at midnight” was an emotion

 but it is

and i feel blessed to have known it

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ruka is great. they are a great friend, and a great writer, and they have taught me a lot

and since i have been hanging out with them

"fuck" and "fucking" have become regular parts of my vocabulary

speaking of characters i want to write about: her

she has a mom, a dad, an older sister, a younger brother

is very outgoing 

doesn’t have any strong desires of her own or wishes for the future

something is trapped in the case she carries with her

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tags: #flapoc

i feel like i should tell the story about how i almost fainted in my own shower once 

i’m not sure if i’ve told this already

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something i want to write more than anything is an original story

but i’m never quite sure what i want everyone to do

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funny things: most of my fic/headcanon ideas aren’t really 

Suffering

they’re mainly “these characters should kiss” 

or “these characters should UNDERGO A TRANSFORMATION THAT STRIPS THEM OF THEIR HUMANITY AND MAKES THEM QUESTION THE REALITY OF THEIR SITUATION”

which. i guess is suffering but

still

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rukafais:

more Cat Pics

TOBY

something i also need to work on: 

i need to stop being so “okay i’ll just delete this” about stuff when it doesn’t turn out the way i want it to

maybe i did want to write a cool fic about a character’s backstory and my headcanons for them. maybe i did want to write a fic where They Kiss

maybe instead of being cool and eloquent like i had thought the fic turned out like “He Had Parents” or like “And Then They Made Out And It Was Hot” 

maybe i wasn’t sure how to edit it so that it was better

but i don’t want to just delete it. even if it’s absolutely terrible i want to have it somewhere, because i want to get good at it

eventually

and to do that i want to stop being so ashamed of the Bad

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there is thunder

it’s 11:30 at night

the roosters have not stopped crowing

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